Hey Guys

Haven't written in forever, but we just finally got the internet set up, so I can finally write again!! Has anybody heard from Deb? I tried to get her blog site to come up and it wouldn't. Does she have a new one or what? Nothing much has been going on. I have decided that I need to leave Wal-mart sometime soon. I don't want to do it right away, because I need a job, but I am going to be putting my application into some temp agencies in the Spring and see what happens. This seems to be a sudden type of thing, but I have been with Wal-Mart since I was 17 and I have just come to the realization that I cannot retire from there and if I stay any longer, I will be there the rest of my life. I couldn't handle the idea of that. I think that now I am starting to see how much the company is changing and I cannot imagine having a family and no holidays off, or weekends. Chris and I have talked a lot about it, and we know that we won't be applying for a home loan anytime soon so it would be a perfect time for both of us to leave and find employment elsewhere. We both have a lot of praying to do. I quess that is why I haven't done anything right away. Nothing really exciting has been going on lately. I went through some major depression over the last few months and I couldn't seem to figure out what was wrong with me, it was seriously like an everyday thing. It was almost like I lost the will to want to live and everything. I finally asked my pharmacist about it. I told him what medication I was on and come to find out, both of them can cause major depression. Since I couldn't quit taking my thyroid medicine I quit taking my birth control and I am not joking, I felt better the next day. It was like weights have been lifted off of my shoulders. I read the side effects and it said that if you experienced depression or thoughts of suicide to contact your Physician. I was thinking to myself "Why couldn't they have told me that information before....." Anyway I quit taking it like a week ago and I have never felt better:) I have to get going (Chris is watching a movie and it is distracting me and I cannot write with it on.)