Pregnant

Yep:) Me, I just found out yesterday. I have to be like less than a month along, but we honestly have no idea. I am not planning on going to the doctor to find out for like a few months at least, so we will find out in like January. It was kind of a surpise, but looking back I think that God plans every baby and even though Chris and I didn't plan it, God did. The pharmacy job is going really good. There is only one person who I am almost positive doesn't like me, but oh well. I seriously have no clue why she doesn't like me, but I am not going to let it get me down. Other than that I really like it up there. Yesterday for someone's antibiotic/ cough medicine, I put the wrong letter in for the sig, so it said to "take 3 teaspoonfuls a day until bowels move regularly." everybody thought that was pretty funny. Including me, thank God the Pharmicist double checks everything that I do....

Louise

Louise died last night. Schaun was there. It makes me sad. Less than a year ago Schaun held his dad's hand as he died. Last night he held his mom as she died too. They are doing an autopsy to see if it is the exact same cancer. There is a 99% chance that it is. If it is the same type of cancer there had to be something environment that caused it. I guess once the autopsy comes in and if it is proven to be the same type of cancer than the EPA is going to do tests on the house and property to see what caused it.... My heart is breaking for Schaun. I called him tonight and asked him if he was ok. He always says the same thing. It is like this type of stuff doesn't effect him, but I know that it does. He was really close to his mom. I guess that she went into seizures and he gave her the shot to get her to come out of it and she never did, so he just held her until her body stopped shaking.... Please pray for my friend and his brother Vaughn. I don't think that I would be able to survive what they have been through in the past year...

My new job

So I started my new job:) I love it!! I was really nervous and I honestly thought that I might not like it, but seriously it is great! I got a myspace. My url is www.myspace.com/redheadedfuzzball If anyone is interested. Not that I am not going to use this blog sight anymore, because I am. I have found alot of my old friends that I went to highschool with on there. One in particular made me really sad. A good friend of mine, the last time I had heard anything about her was that she had gotten married. This was probably like two years ago, because I was at the Naz at the time. They had been together all throughout highschool and finally moved to Columbus and gotten married. I always looked up to her. She always seemed to have it together with God and everthing. I read her blogsight. She is now single, and all that she really said about her life was that Alcohol was really helping her to get through it all.... It made me sad. I wonder what happened. I wrote her, but she hasn't written back yet.
Nothing else has really been going on lately. When I saw all of their pictures it brought back so many memories. I miss them all so much. I wish that I would have never left the Performing Arts School, so I would have graduated with my friends. I wanted to grow up so fast.... I quess you live and you learn...

So she was stealing

During my Wal-Mart career I have seen much theft from both employees and shoppers, but never have I actually been so disgusted with it as I was today. I am not sure who I was more angry at. The woman, myself (for not catching her earlier), or at Wal-Mart for not having better security.
So I go into the bathroom and I notice a 2 year old in a cart in the women's bathroom. First thought----That is kind of dangerous someone could take your child. What a stupid thing to do. I go to the bathroom, I hear some plastic and stuff and I am thinking that she is doing her thing or whatever. I notice that she is taking a very long time and yet all I can really think about is that her child has been by herself for a very long time and why couldn't she have taken the child in the stall with her.... (She was in the handicapped stall.) Still it hasn't really clicked yet. The child starts sceaming while I am washing my hands and the entire time I am thinking--- "What is taking that woman so long, she is being a horrible parent." I almost went up and comforted the poor kid, but she was scared to death and I didn't want the mom to think that I was a freak or anything, I did stop the little girl from climbing out of the cart though... I noticed that the cart had nothing in it. I thought that was strange once again. It is commonly known that you are supposed to leave your cart outside of the restrooms. It didn't bother me though, since we were the only people in there. So her child starts screaming, and I walked out to get Chris to go on our break. It took us forever and about five minutes later we walked passed the bathroom and the little girl was still screaming. The mom keeps pleading with her kid telling her that everything is ok (The little girls name started with a B, but I can't remember exactly what it was.) It didn't click until one of the third shift guys brought out the trash and in it were about 10-15 DVDs. A bunch of Children's ones (Like Dora) and random other ones. I was so upset. That woman. I knew it had to be her. It all clicked. The empty cart, the Child in it, how long she took, the pastic crinkling. Yeah I felt pretty stupid. No wonder why we have horrible things happen in schools today. We have horrible parents raising them!!